Originally published in the Summer 2025 issue of the SDL Review, available in print on our website and on Amazon. Also available in eBook form on Kindle. Subscribe and save!
Martin was from Marshalltown
in Iowa,
onetime J. C. Penney clerk,
former fundamentalist.
His smile, incapable of guile
underneath his dorky mustache,
was kinder than the store’s
automatic sliding doors
gliding open into air-
conditioned budget opulence,
sweltered August,
midwestern afternoons.
When we met at seminary,
Martin’s mind became
my personal Pygmalion.
You’ve never heard of Henry Rollins?
You’ve never seen Eraserhead?
I spun some vinyl — Hendrix
axe theatrics, Miles Davis’
modal jazz, Madama Butterfly.
Dragged him to a film series,
Akira Kurosawa’s Rashomon,
The Seven Samurai.
At my church in Marshalltown
he shouted over “London Calling”
We burned books like yours,
smashed records with a hammer.
Martin wasn’t burning up
my bookshelves. My records
started going home with him.
Transformation came
the way a tickle in your throat
foretells a coming cold.
In a class on Kierkegaard
Martin raised his hand,
smiled his smile, asked
a question, brought the lecture
to a halt. A seminary class called
The Theology of Kierkegaard —
isn’t that an oxymoron?
Our professor, flipping pages
frantically in Fear and Trembling,
gaped, stared out a window,
said, Huh, yeah. I guess it is.
End of our first year. Martin
took me on New Jersey Transit,
midnight to Manhattan, subway
to East Village, a club called 8BC.
He smiled, standing on the sidewalk.
That guy there is in the band tonight,
They Might Be Giants.
I’d like to introduce you.
Leland Seese lives in Seattle, Washington. His poems appear in Frontier Poetry, The Chestnut Review, RHINO, The Stonecoast Review, and many other journals.
From his website:
The poems gathered here comprise efforts to express a lifelong fascination with story, and a hope of aligning formal theological training with a number of mystical experiences. I locate them in the events of my life as a member of families intact and dispersed, foster, adoptive, and biological; as an intrepid fan of baseball; and as one who catches glimpses of the numinous in all these things. My wife and I, and our six children, live in Seattle.
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